addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
good riddance
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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anyway, i hate swim sessions now cos JJL (codenames are always good. ahha) is sucha AGH. like wth STOP SCOLDING ME. i mean firstly, she can't count. 1k at 1.30 pace is 15mins! she insisted that it was 14 then blamed the stopwatch after that. and she really doesn't know what our standards are cos she gives cockle super slow timings to hit and me, super fast ones. being the lazy pig that she is she keeps on giving us these long workouts that require less work so she can just walk up and down the length of the pool and gesture wild demoralizing hand movements to me. gestures that scream "swim faster you slow poke you are so slow i could laugh at you" or "will you freaking pull properly, are you retarded or what?" or "turn around and catch jina or else i think you can't swim". gosh. has it ever occurred to her that IT'S NOT ALWAYS ABOUT SPEED. as if turning around early and cutting the workout short is gonna help me?! i'm supp to be in recovery phase here. hello?!?! -rings bells.
annoying. and i don't think i'm being unreasonable cos we all share the sentiments about her. THANK THE HEAVENS GJL IS BACK (ok his plane was supp to have landed by now). please. he cannot leave us with HER anymore or i will just die. i think sleeping is more productive. and definately less demoralizing. she's like a leech, feeds on my motivation. i come back from training feeling like i just wanna throw in the towel.
ok enough venting. time to sleep. ok some emo show on tv.. harhar.